I stepped out of my comfort zone tonight, unknowingly. It's a good thing I had no idea what I was getting myself into or I probably would have come up with some excuse as to why I had to stay home, I'm good at that. There were moments where it was all I could do to stay seated when all I wanted to do was run, where I don't know, just away. Old wounds that had never fully healed were ripped open and left to bleed. I know this is where you want me God, but why oh why does it have to hurt so much?
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I so badly wanted to run too.
I love you.
I am proud of you.
i'm proud of both of you. God has you in this place for a reason. its time for healing and then freedom!!! remember, the journey is not alone. i love you both.
Okay, I think that I am scared now!! Now I am not sure if I want to go. The blogs today are either sending me the message "You were invited for a purpose" or "Stay home and hide"
Knowing full well that the first message is from God and the other from my evil evil twin...
Why is it that you know deep down that you were put there for a reason but your stomach lurches when you think about stuff you have buried so deep that you never wanted to truly find it? Now that it is up I am going to hide...
whatever this journey is that you are on, is just that... a journey. You can stop and even try to hide, but you cannot reach the destination without walking down the road.
God bless you on this adventure.
I am glad you came too. I was afraid you would run and not come back and for not running I an very proud of you!
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