Wednesday, February 23, 2005

Hurt

I stepped out of my comfort zone tonight, unknowingly. It's a good thing I had no idea what I was getting myself into or I probably would have come up with some excuse as to why I had to stay home, I'm good at that. There were moments where it was all I could do to stay seated when all I wanted to do was run, where I don't know, just away. Old wounds that had never fully healed were ripped open and left to bleed. I know this is where you want me God, but why oh why does it have to hurt so much?

6 comments:

Miss-buggy said...

I so badly wanted to run too.
I love you.
I am proud of you.

susanna said...

i'm proud of both of you. God has you in this place for a reason. its time for healing and then freedom!!! remember, the journey is not alone. i love you both.

kaybrayshay said...

Okay, I think that I am scared now!! Now I am not sure if I want to go. The blogs today are either sending me the message "You were invited for a purpose" or "Stay home and hide"

Knowing full well that the first message is from God and the other from my evil evil twin...

Miss-buggy said...

Why is it that you know deep down that you were put there for a reason but your stomach lurches when you think about stuff you have buried so deep that you never wanted to truly find it? Now that it is up I am going to hide...

Shari said...

whatever this journey is that you are on, is just that... a journey. You can stop and even try to hide, but you cannot reach the destination without walking down the road.
God bless you on this adventure.

Tysey said...

I am glad you came too. I was afraid you would run and not come back and for not running I an very proud of you!