Thursday, February 03, 2005


Days come and go and try as I might I cannot slow them down. As excited as I get over every milestone Payton reaches I am also saddened because as the firsts list gets longer I know she's growing up. I get scared for her because I know how hard growing up can be, I also know I am not here to tell her what to do but only to guide her on her way. Who let me be a guide in unknown territory??? I am going to try to let her be a child for as long as possible, some of my favorite moments are getting down on the floor with her and playing. I try to see things with all the enthusiasm and excitement of a child, it's so easy to get wrapped up in our busy adult lives that we lose the simplicity and the peace that it can bring.