Tuesday, October 10, 2006

Nerves

Ok, now I'm nervous. I so want everything to go well tomorrow. Girl or Boy?? Doesn't really matter, that's just bonus material. I've been feeling kicks and movement, I know that's a really good sign yet I still find myself thinking what if I'm imagining it? What if it's uterus twinges or something else? So silly I know there's just so many other things that could be wrong. I feel like my pregnancy innocence has been stripped from me, I can't seem to be just excited and happy, there's always worry there as well. I pray yes, but not only for the babies health but also that whatever happens it be God's will. What if it's God's will to take this baby too? ARGH!! I know how paranoid that sounds.

I can't wait to see my baby!! I really am excited!! Ultrasound appointment is at 1. I'm not supposed to pee after 11 mean while drinking liters of water. What kind of torture is that?

I don't know when I'll get to a computer put I'll update as soon as I can!!

5 comments:

susanna said...

praying for you today.....

Sue said...

So exciting! praying for you too.

steph said...

It seems that on your first you can't imagine anything going wrong...on your second you can't imagine everything will go right! Don't be afraid, you have a positive attitude!

Miss-buggy said...

Good luck. You should be in there now...Praying for you!!
Yeah, what's with making a pregnant woman hold a ton of water in until the ultrasound?! Then have someone pushing right on that area. And if you really need to pee, you can go this much in a little paper cup. I feel for ya!
It is understandable your worry. I just pray that all is well. (and the added bonus of wether it is a boy or girl ;) )

Lee said...

thinking of you, praying too.