I think I've decided

I've been wrestling with blogging. How much do I want to share? Does it defeat the purpose of an online community to go private? Who if anybody do I want to read because I can't be surface and superficial on my blog that's just not me. It's an outlet, somewhere to wrestle with myself, to hash out in words what's swirling through my head. And I've been feeling rather private about my journey this time, it's kept me from writing altogether.

I think for now I'm going to go private. I'm hoping that just knowing that those surrounding me are those that are caring and supportive in whatever manner they can will give me the freedom to write again.

I guess I will be turning off the feed to facebook as well.

Of course this decision is being made in the middle of the night cause I can't sleep again so we'll see how I feel after I hopefully get some sleep. Which I'm off to attempt once again.

Good night all.